I'm on the edge, of drama.

Blog three.

No happy beginning here. How do I go from one happy post...to this? To this drama, drama, and drama filled blog. I'll tell you.

I get that not everyone will get along in life. Oh do I ever get that. I realize how harsh it was for me to tell my ex-friend (not the reason we're done) that her boyfriend was an ass, abusive and a bad boyfriend to her. I see now that it hurt her because that's her true love. I feel bad now. Why now though?

Because my "best" friend now said that about my boyfriend and oh does it ever piss me off. I didn't call her a bitch or anything. But how can I be friends with someone who says that? Who says he's probably fucking around on me? I just can't. But letting go of her friendship will be hard. It was all so good at first. Her and my boyfriend got along and things we're fine. But under those smiles were something else. Fury? Jealousy? I'll never know but it's time to let go. How will I do it? I do not know. But I have to.

No one can say that shit to hurt my bb or me for that matter. Now I feel bad for saying that to my ex-friend and her boyfriend. I was not the only one who did but maybe we said things we shouldn't have? We would say that when they had a fall out. (every couple has them, people need to accept that about couples.) But we didn't personally know how they acted behind closed doors. Obviously happy. They're still together.

Lesson: every couple has fall outs. If they don't, they're either lying or they haven't been upfront with each other. I thought my bb and I would be fight-free because we understood each other. I was SO wrong. Even if a couple does have a fall out, and they tell their friends, those friends should not say shit like mine did and spread it around. A fight does not mean they are a bad boyfriend or girlfriend, it means they are getting to know each other through the differences that have appeared. Those friends should understand and accept that.

Stressful night? Yup.

Adios.